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My Dying Wife Asked Me to Find My First Love as Her Final Wish — When I Learned Why, My Knees Nearly Gave Out

PART 2 — THE SECRET CLAIRE HAD CARRIED FOR FORTY YEARS

I stepped inside Claire’s house and immediately felt as though I had walked into another life.

There were photographs everywhere.

A wedding picture.

Children.

Grandchildren.

A Christmas tree standing in the corner even though Christmas was still weeks away.

Claire noticed me staring.

“I have two daughters,” she said quietly. “And four grandchildren.”

I smiled politely.

“That’s wonderful.”

She looked at me for several seconds.

Then her expression changed.

“Do you remember the summer of 1988?”

My heart stopped.

Of course I remembered.

That was the summer Claire and I had planned to get married.

The summer everything fell apart.

“I remember,” I whispered.

Claire sat down.

“So do I.”

She folded her hands in her lap.

“After you left for another state, I wrote to you.”

“I never received anything.”

“I know.”

I frowned.

“You wrote to me?”

“Seven letters.”

I stared at her.

“Seven?”

She nodded.

“And I called your old apartment twice.”

“Why didn’t I know?”

Claire looked down.

“Because Margaret made sure you didn’t.”

The room suddenly seemed very quiet.

“What are you saying?”

Claire took a deep breath.

“Margaret came to see me.”

PART 3 — THE WOMAN WHO STOOD BETWEEN US

Claire told me that about six months after I moved away, Margaret had appeared at her apartment.

At that time, Margaret and I were only friends.

At least, that’s what I had believed.

“She told me you were miserable,” Claire said.

“She told me you were struggling at work and wanted nothing to do with me.”

I shook my head.

“That isn’t true.”

“I know that now.”

Claire’s eyes filled with tears.

“But back then, I believed her.”

“What did she say?”

“She told me you had met someone else.”

My stomach turned.

“Someone else?”

Claire nodded.

“She said you were planning to marry another woman.”

I sat down across from her.

“Why would Margaret say that?”

Claire looked directly into my eyes.

“Because she was already in love with you.”

I couldn’t speak.

She continued.

“She said if I truly loved you, I would let you go.”

I stared at the floor.

“Did you believe her?”

“I did.”

Claire wiped a tear from her cheek.

“So I stopped writing.”

I closed my eyes.

For forty years, I had believed Claire had simply chosen not to fight for us.

But she hadn’t.

She had been lied to.

And so had I.

PART 4 — THE LETTERS

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